words,just like a blade could inflict pain to the depth the speaker wishes.
today I learnt that the pen is, indeed mightier than the sword.
a bleeding wound I could clean and dress with the right medications.
but this... I really don't know how
the smell of you left me breathless, and yearning for more
today just for a brief moment, I actually felt happy
no need to wake up early tomorrow and I will fall asleep comforted and safe in his arms.
what happens if you have found 'the one' but he has not...
and Ivy lost.
your smoke better be damn well worth the disappointment I'm feeling now.
7 months later, and im still missing this
i miss your company more than i've let you know
<3
i have been trying to hard to stay afloat i kinda forgot how to breathe.i dont know how to relax anymore. and i have stopped bothering about it. the shoulder stiffness is something i live with, my indigestion is a condition im used to,and i have even stopped being vain.
i spend whatever free time i have fretting, being with falah, fighting with falah or shopping with my parents. i dont remember how i used to hangout with my best friends... and i think they have gotten used to not having me around.
tomorrow's gonna be another day at work.. 8 more days till im done with this team.
i cant wait.
i always need a hand to hold, im thankful i found it. i found the hand that holds mine and gives me comfort, the hug that makes me feel safe and forget everything for a moment, and the kiss that leaves me breathless.
i promise to try to be happy.
i've just realise that happiness, just like anything else needs to be worked for.
wanted to put a pic up but as i couldnt find an appropriate one.
we should really take more pics sayang.
and I didn't even get to smell you for one last time
I'm doing first call today = admissions+OT. I hope there aren't any big cases tonight.I'm feeling tired. I don't remember a day in the past few weeks where I didn't feel tired.
I look like shit now :(
day 15 of being in this team. another 15 days to go and I can't wait to finish. at least we are half way thru.
gonna rest a bit now, before the phone starts ringing.
I can't take this anymore.I'm tired all the time and when I fall asleep I dream of the hospital,of my patients,of the ward.it's haunting me.work is haunting me.
I feel like running away.
