straight from the heart, missed the mind

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:33:56 +0800

words,just like a blade could inflict pain to the depth the speaker wishes.

today I learnt that the pen is, indeed mightier than the sword.

a bleeding wound I could clean and dress with the right medications.

but this... I really don't know how

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you should know that

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:47:38 +0800

the smell of you left me breathless, and yearning for more

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almost there, this little tickle in my heart

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 01:10:02 +0800

today just for a brief moment, I actually felt happy

no need to wake up early tomorrow and I will fall asleep comforted and safe in his arms.

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;(

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 01:19:11 +0800

what happens if you have found 'the one' but he has not...

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Ivy vs. the cigg

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 22:23:06 +0800

and Ivy lost.

your smoke better be damn well worth the disappointment I'm feeling now.

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dear you & you

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 23:57:24 +0800

february 09 @ zouk mainroom

7 months later, and im still missing this

i miss your company more than i've let you know

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an update u dont really need

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 23:52:13 +0800

i have been trying to hard to stay afloat i kinda forgot how to breathe.i dont know how to relax anymore. and i have stopped bothering about it. the shoulder stiffness is something i live with, my indigestion is a condition im used to,and i have even stopped being vain.

i spend whatever free time i have fretting, being with falah, fighting with falah or shopping with my parents. i dont remember how i used to hangout with my best friends... and i think they have gotten used to not having me around.

tomorrow's gonna be another day at work.. 8 more days till im done with this team.

i cant wait.

i always need a hand to hold, im thankful i found it. i found the hand that holds mine and gives me comfort, the hug that makes me feel safe and forget everything for a moment, and the kiss that leaves me breathless.

i promise to try to be happy.

i've just realise that happiness, just like anything else needs to be worked for.

wanted to put a pic up but as i couldnt find an appropriate one.

we should really take more pics sayang.

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all the words left unsaid..

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 01:07:35 +0800

and I didn't even get to smell you for one last time

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oncall tonight

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 19:44:25 +0800

I'm doing first call today = admissions+OT. I hope there aren't any big cases tonight.I'm feeling tired. I don't remember a day in the past few weeks where I didn't feel tired.

I look like shit now :(

day 15 of being in this team. another 15 days to go and I can't wait to finish. at least we are half way thru.

gonna rest a bit now, before the phone starts ringing.

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just let me go

nobody@vox.com(♥ Ivy ♥) — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 20:38:38 +0800

I can't take this anymore.I'm tired all the time and when I fall asleep I dream of the hospital,of my patients,of the ward.it's haunting me.work is haunting me.

I feel like running away.

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