69 posts tagged “love”
i have been trying to hard to stay afloat i kinda forgot how to breathe.i dont know how to relax anymore. and i have stopped bothering about it. the shoulder stiffness is something i live with, my indigestion is a condition im used to,and i have even stopped being vain.
i spend whatever free time i have fretting, being with falah, fighting with falah or shopping with my parents. i dont remember how i used to hangout with my best friends... and i think they have gotten used to not having me around.
tomorrow's gonna be another day at work.. 8 more days till im done with this team.
i cant wait.
i always need a hand to hold, im thankful i found it. i found the hand that holds mine and gives me comfort, the hug that makes me feel safe and forget everything for a moment, and the kiss that leaves me breathless.
i promise to try to be happy.
i've just realise that happiness, just like anything else needs to be worked for.
wanted to put a pic up but as i couldnt find an appropriate one.
we should really take more pics sayang.
im on holiday and i finally feel rested.
got my hair permed today
eheh i like it!
it's not done by my usual hair stylist, decided to try someone new since he moved to a new shop and im just too lazy to drive to hartamas for my hairdo.
had my hair permed at Centro, Cocoon at the Garden's midvalley by samantha.
found samantha one day when i was having my eyebrows shaped in shu uemura and i noticed the lady who did my brows, her curls were really nice, asked her where she did it and...
the rest they say, is history
(didnt really mean for such a dramatic end to my story, but)
im blogging from my comp! so rare ;)
sometimes the heart just couldnt heal itself from the assault hurled by the one most important.
if only you knew that.
that im still alive and laughing
im quite contented these days, not as badly mind-f*****
and i even managed to watch the few movies that i really wanted to
this was last tuesday
i love spontaneity
i think i live for it
too much time to plan and prepare makes me anxious
nothing gets me going more than a sudden decision to have fun :D
i spent valentine's morning doing my ward round.. it was relaxing, everyone was in a good mood and stress free
then i had a delicious lunch at Delicious, (urm, really-pardon the pun)
and went browsing the Bangsar boutiques with the girls.
<3<3
my day was lovely :)
thank you, and you know who you(s) are!
im really lemming something at the moment:
i want a book of poems by E.E. Cummings
must drop by a book shop one day to look for it
in a lame attempt at protecting my own heart, i break another..
i lovee you because of how different you are from me, because you have the longest lashes which would cross at the tips while mine are short, straight and sparse, because you are so neat u would even tidy up after me , i even marvel at how 'brown' u are, when we put our feet together the contrast makes me laugh, you are skinny and tall, just how i wish i am but alas im short and...not skinny definately -__- you are addicted to games, i could care no less about them.. i live to shop and u wished i shopped less.. everything different about you i could embrace..
but tonight it came to a point where i feel stuck..
suddenly..what's different about you became a scary reality i'll have to face.
give up my faith and be with you, because there is that one difference i cant overcome.
i have a whole new appreciation for poems, esp from E.E. cumings. he wrote the most amazing stuffs. and this is my favourite..i love it so much i cant stop thinking about it. and i got a tingle all the way down to my toes the first few times i read it. Amazing indeed, havent felt this way for the longest time.
im loving this, the color is perfect..
Marc Jacobs quilted bruna leather tote..
found it online at neiman marcus for 995usd
now the problem is..how do i get to buy it for that price? im assuming the markup in the malaysia marc jacob store is massive...probably would be about 500-600usd more :(
'But then who does the right things when their heart is not in the right place'
thank you my friend, for your insight
it's confirmed..
apart from being vertically challenged, on the way to being even horizontally challenged...
im now morally challenged.
this is so overwhelming.im throwing away my interests in all things....proper and indulging in all that i shouldnt.
is how i feel now.
